American Idyll

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Thursday, July 28, 2022

There Was Only An Abyss Of Nothingness

Grateful Dead: Playing in the Band jams late 1973...114 minutes Playing in the Band jams early 1974...103 minutes
As if to build a fence around the fatal emptiness inside her, she had to create a sunny person that she became. But if you peeled away the ornamental egos that she had built, there was only an abyss of nothingness and the intense thirst that came with it. Though she tried to forget it, the nothingness would visit her periodically--on a lonely rainy afternoon, or at dawn when she woke up from a nightmare. What she needed at such times was to be held by someone, anyone.
--Haruki Murakami

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